New Stuff

Hey Dolls,
i thought I'd do a post on 2 of my favourite items that i brought while in Madeira. The first one is a hoodie, i didn't pack any type of coat or cardigan except a denim jacket but when you drive up to the very highest mountains on the island they start to get a little cold or chilly up there so i borrowed one of Danny's old coats (hoodies) from when he was a child. It had racing car pictures and everything, i decided enough was enough and went and brought my own hoodie, i have to say i love love itt! :) Sylvester Hoodie - It was on sale for 10 euros and it was from Pull And Bear.


they were from The second thing i brought is of course a pair of shoes, these are what i call my Portuguese shoes, i love them to pieces, there wedge and a little high but they feel comfortable and look amazingggBershka for 15 euros.


As you can see my hoodie is pretty amazing..? :)


Sorry for the terrible lighting on the pictures.
Have you been buying anything nice recently..?

I tag you all

Hello..girlie's.. got a survey post to do as it's 12:30 at night..and not much is happening this Saturday/Sunday morning.. so here we go..

Would you rather?
Lose all your old memories or never be able to make new ones?
This i think is one of the hardest choices to make, i would never ever wanna lose any of the memories I've made with anyone, even if i have photos their not the same as the memory, however not being able to ever make any new ones, is also heartbreaking. I would never choose from these two. SORRY!

A friend moving far away or losing touch with a friend that lives right near you?
I have many friends who live right next to me and I've lost touch with so many of them, we have each others number and know where each others houses are at but we hardly see or talk to each other.. where's a friend moving far away..is harder. At least if their close you can still try and go see them..if their far away it's harder for sure.

Betraying a friend or having a friend betray you?
Both horrible, of course the worst is having a friend betray you, i would never want it to happen to me and just thinking about a friend betraying me is hard, i would of course also try my best never to betray a friend of mine!

How have your feelings changed throughout life?
Oh this would be very long to explain, but of course they have changed throughout my life, and in lots of different ways. I now understand the meaning of love. I now understand the importance in believing in yourself and not caring about what the rest of the world says and thinks. Lots of my feelings have changed as i have changed with the years too.

Your best friend died because of you, what would you do?
Guilt would take over, depending of curse on how they died. I think i would forever feel guilty of it, i don't wanna even think of losing one of my best friends, guilt would just consume me.

What's your worst fear?
EASY: losing the people i care most for in this world.

If you could change one thing about your past what would it be?
I don't know if i would, if i did it could make a huge difference in my life and i might not be the person i am today because of it. :)

Do you believe that you can be in love with 2 people at the same time?
I believe that you can love more then 2 people, of course you can.. your family might consist of more then 2 people and you love them. BEING in love with 2 people however is a little different, i have never experienced this, i have heard people say that they feel it, but unless it's happened to me i really have no clue.

Why do you think bad things happen to good people?
It's just the way the world works, i think bad things happen everywhere in the world and to all people, but of course when something bad happens to me i do tend to come out with this sentence too.. it's just the way god intends life to be. Besides whatever he throws in your path it's to prove to you how strong you are to make it through.

Would you sacrifice self respect for love?
If it's true love, not doubt love, true love, not meant to be together love but feeling your gonna be together love then i know I'd sacrifice a lot, but my self respect depends on the situation completely.

Which is worse, drowning or being buried alive?
OMG, i cant think of 2 more terrible ones, id have to say drowning, but i guess being buried alive has the same effect. Your breath being cut short.

What's the one thing you want to do before you die?
Travel a bit more, visit new places and explore them, make lots of memories that will keep me smiling in my old age.

Whats the best feeling in the world?
Feeling loved, wanted and needed...! :)

Would you rather freeze to death or burn to death?
Burn to death only because i assume it would happen faster!! :/

What would you do if you had no family or friends?
Be a loner in the big world, that's quiet a scary thought.. i have idea what I'd do, probably try and make new friends and try and have a family of my own i suppose. I'd always miss out on a bit though having no other family.

ah that survey really made me think, if you enjoyed reading it then i tag you to do it too.. :)) Go aheaddd!! I tag you all!

I'm Back.. England you need to fix up!

Hello my dolls..
how has your summer been so far? i got back on Monday and have been so busy with unpacking and sorting out all the bills that came through my door while i was away.. so i am very sorry for the lack of updates, also i would like to say a huge thank you to all my new followers and all the old ones that have stayed with me. Thank you for reading my blog, and leaving your comments, they all make me smile and give me such a nice feeling knowing that you take the time to read what i have to say...! so thank you! :) and welcome :)
I guess i will go back to my normal posts once I've adjusted to life back in the UK, and may i just add, I've been back 4 days and all its done here is pour down with rain.. i am constantly with my umbrella, the only umbrella i used on holiday was my sun one at the beach to protect me! :/ not impressed England! I'll leave you with 2 little pictures of my holiday for now..


Me at the beach working on the tan. :)


Me and my baby, Love you meu amor para sempre. :)

Sooo, tell me about your summer so far???

Hello my lovelies, ;)
This will be my last post for a while, as i am going to Madeira at 4:00am tomorrow morning, i will have no access to Internet for the whole trip therefore, don't think I'm ignoring you if i don't answer back to you, i will do when i arrive, and i look forward to catching up on all your blog posts. :)
i will be back on the 22nd of Aug so until then lovelies..!!

bye bye rainy Englanddd and Helllooo Sunshine in Madeira... ;)

Any Songs? and an update!

Evening blogging community, hows everyone? :)
I'm sorry i haven't blogged in the last few days, things have been a little busy for me, what with last minute shopping to make sure we had everything we need, and changing our lovely pounds into lovelier euros, and also packing. OK packing has always been fun for me, I've been packing my own bag since i was about 15 years old, but i always had mum there to remind me if I've forgotten anything or to give me helpful tips, this year however without mum and being our first holiday without an actual adult, well if you don't include myself, packing is literally a nightmare, we're forgetting normal everyday things like a "hairbrush" or "sunglasses". Also trying to fit things into a toiletries bag as well as a make up bag is proving to be very annoying. There's 3 girls going and we're using 2 bags only..so sharing is involved. Packing has gone from an exciting and anxious time to an annoying, "Is my white t-shirt with buttons clean" time.. URGH! so again i am sorry for the lack of updating here. I just thought I'd let everyone, at least everyone who reads this..know about why my blog has been on hold for a bit, i leave this Thursday morning, but i will blog before i go.. i promise! :) until then..i have a quick question and would love some feedback.

In the process of downloading songs for the Ipod for the 3 hour flight journey, any music you can think of..? I'm open to all options. Thanks! :))

My birthday and Stuffs.

Hey bloggers,
Firstly i don't really know what's happened, but i kinda got bored of the whole "letter Challenge".. haha i think i did OK, i mean i wrote 15 letters out of 30, that's half..!
Secondly, HELLOOO *big wave* to all my new followers, brings a smile to know you come to my page to check things out! :) Feel free to leave a comment and say hey anytime!
So yesterday was my birthday and apart from England having the crappiest weather in ages, i was also a little sick, so i spent most of the day tucked up in bed sleeping or curled up on my sofa playing PlayStation 1, YES 1..not 2 or 3, i went old school and played Mary-Kate and Ashley games i have based on fashion and high school! I wanted my birthday out of the way, i had a feeling it weren't going to be very nice and i was right..but that's life :/ Today at work i got my gift of chocolates, and £25 from my team, one of the parents also brought some cake in for us to eat as a treat..! :) Sylvia brought me a lovely summer dress, which I'm planning to pack away for our holiday, Monica has yet to give me anything.. but I'll give her time.. LOL. My daddy is making my cake at his factory this Saturday for a little party thing..Danny's parents got me a little sketchbook and Danny got me lots of pieces from "Me to you bears"..! It was all pretty cute..! (I think)..

I have a big Tatty Teddy with three roses in his hands, i have a cute little pen which belongs with the sketch book his parents got me, i have a little Tatty Teddy that's came with my little Dairy padlock and keys included. HE says i "Think too much" so i guess this is a way to let all my thoughts out.. and finally i have a little phone charm (which won't be going on my phone but probably my keys). It's the one with a "D". I'll explain the story.


Story Explanation:
Before i met Danny, one day randomly at work while going to take the rubbish out i noticed a "Me to you bear" on the floor and it had the letter D on it, i picked it up and thought "how cute". I took it home with me and left it in my bag totally forgetting about it. Within 4 days of finding it, i met Danny and we had our first date..only a while later when i found the teddy again did i think "Whoa, what a sign, fate maybe?" anyways.. it become my little charm, but i never told Danny about it. We had been going out a month, when we split up and i was so heartbroken i threw the teddy out my bedroom window and into some brambles and bushes, i never saw it again. When me and Danny got back together, of course there was a few heart to hearts, where i eventually told him about it and he thought it would be cute if he could replace it! :) Sweet thought to be fair! And that's the story of the "D Charm".

Clothes Haul #2

Afternoon ;)
Another day another shopping bag full!
I can't seem too go a day without buying something these days, my excuse.. my holiday is fast approaching, one week to be exact so i need some new summer gear to take with me! :)
i have another shopping haul, but this one ain't as glamorous as the one before, haha.

Some simple vest tops, can not get enough of them.
Primark
Peach colour top - £1.50
Red Top - £1
Grey Top - £1.50




Leopard Print Shoes on Sale..haa i love a bargain
Primark - £4


2 Bikinis I'm taking Both from Primark.
Blue one - £5
Red and White one - £7


The Pinky grey dress/top had such a nice effect on my body shape, i had to have another one, i couldn't help myself. I went with a nice summer colour and opted for YELLOW! Bright and cheerful, and only for £5


What do you guys think??

P.S - Today is my birthday, i am now 22 years old, and this day seems to be dragging and going so slow.. urgh i want it over and out of the way already.

Shopping haul

Afternoon my lovelies,
i went into town, well I'm calling it town but it's Wood Green. Anyways i had an important meeting today, stuff to do with the council, i took my little sister Monica with me. After the meeting had finished i went on to buy some clothes for the holiday which is fast approaching.. so i have my first little shopping haul! :)

These are my Khaki Leggings, with the little button studs at the bottom. (I also have them in black)
Primark - £3


Pink and grey flower dress/long top..perfect to wear with leggings in London (with its mixed weather) and perfect for a simple dress on holiday.
Primark - £4


Simple grey top, i love the back design so i had to have it, it was also a bargain.
Bardo - £3


The perfect denim summer shorts, not too long but not too short that you see bum cheeks. :)
Name of shop UNKNOWN, it was a random shop on my local High Road - £8



Summer surfer girl shorts..in PINK! (they just about fit me..) :|
Bardo - £3


My favourite buy, the orange maxi dress, I've wanted a maxi for ages and i seem to always buy them too short, size is EVERYTHING when it comes to these babies..and i love the way this one looks on me and feels. The belt is a Vera Wang belt brought for me from the United States by a friend! :)
(please ignore the funny tan lines)
Bardo - £10


And lastly my friendship bracelets, i always buy loads of these in the summer months, they look nice are cheap and there's so many colours and patterns to choose from, if you know how to do them yourself that's a bonus. The black bracelet was brought in a shop called Evolution a while back and i think it was £3-4.
Each little thin bracelet was brought in Camden market in one of the stalls for £1 each.



What have all of you been buying lately?

4 Things Tag

Another Evening, Another Tag ;)

i have been tagged by Georgina, find her here Georgina. This tag seems quiet interesting so I'm looking forward to it...
Here We Go:

4 things found in my bag:
-Purse.
-Keys.
-3D glasses from my trip to the cinema to watch Toy Story last week.
-Notepad, i need this where ever i go.

4 things found in my purse:
-Coins, lots especially 2ps.
-Notes, not so many.
-Old recites, from shopping and bill paying.
-Cards, such as credit cards, bill cards, library cards etc.

4 favourite things in my room:
-My bed, where would i be without it?!
-My Cupboard full of clothes :)
-The picture of me and my boyfriend on Brighton Beach.
-My laptop.. Tehehe.

4 things I've always wanted to do:
-Speak French and Italian.
-Swim with a dolphin.
-Fly and be free to go wherever i wanted.
-Make out with Enrique Iglesias.

4 things I'm currently into:
-Blogging.
-Organizing everything that comes into contact with me.
-Playsuits.
-Getting packed and ready for my summer holiday! <--is this even allowed, sorry!

4 things i bet you didn't know about me:
-I work in a nursery where I'm not entirely happy but i can't leave because it's paying my bills.
-It's my birthday on Wednesday and i want it out the way as quickly as possible.
-I used to want to be a photographer.
-I studied journalism at college.

4 songs i can't get out of my head:
-Dream Lover - Bobby Darin.
-Nobody - Keith Sweat.
-Club can't handle me - Flo Rider.
-I Like it - Enrique Iglesias.

I'm tagging:
-Sylvia.
-Ula.
-Kayleigh.
-Sam.
( if you have done it or if you don't want to, feel free to ignore it (; )

Rules: Once tagged you must:
-Link the person who tagged you
-Tag 4 others
-Let the bloggers know they have been tagged
-Give 4 answers to each question asked

The Letters Challenge 11-15

Letters continuing..

11-Letter to a deceased person you wish you could talk to
Dear Grandpa,
I miss you every day, and I'm so sorry i haven't been to visit you at your final resting spot. It's been a hard few years as you already knew, and I'd hate to think that you were angry with me when you passed or that you didn't believe i and the girls would be OK. I just wanted to say, i love you, miss you and will be there to see your private little resting spot soon. Don't worry about us Grandpa.. we're all OK and we will always be..
Miss you..
Your granddaughter Ana
x

12-Letter to the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Dear Mother,
If only you knew how we really feel and what we really think when we look at you, how can you live with yourself in perfect bliss, it disgusts me!
Ana

13-Letter to someone you wish could forgive you
unfair, i cant think of anyone who is still angry with me and holds a grudge and will not forgive me.. i have no one that's upset with me.. Sorry :\

14-Letter to someone you've drifted away from
Dear Nadz,
Oh hunny where do i start with you, i miss you loads and our crazy days, what happened to the times where we were getting pimped on the high street for a fiver.. LOL, i need you back in my life..so i think we need to arrange a little day out just us.
Love ya Ana
x

15-Letter to the person you miss the most
Dear Mum,
I miss you :(
sad ain't it!
Ana
x

5 more down LOL :)

The Letters Challenge 6-10

Letters continuing..

6-Letter to a stranger
Dear whom it may concern,
I have no reason as to why i am writing this, i just thought i would tell you.. "I thought of you today.."
Love Me
x

7-Letter to an ex
Dear You, (ex boyfriend)
How you been? It's been a while..i hope everything is going good for you and your happy with whatever your doing and where your life is taking you. I've been fine and I'm doing OK..I just thought I'd write this letter as it's been a while since i said "hi". Anyways hope everything is good and I'm here if you need me.
Loves.
x

8-Letter to your favourite Internet friend
Dear Fabz,
Hows your holiday going..? I'll be there in about 10 days! haha
you missing our msn chats and question games yet? is the colour missing from your life.. LOL ;)
anyways I'll see you soon, maybe meet up in Madeira.. :)
Loveya
x

9-Letter to someone you wish you could meet
Dear Johnny Depp,
I have been a fan of your work for as long as i can remember..i would love to have the chance to just meet you and say how much your work has made me smile throughout my life. Thank you for just being you and bringing happiness into my world.
Love you always.. Ana
x

10-Letter to someone you don't talk to as much as you would like
Dear Joanne,
I miss you, where have you been? we have to stop doing this.. where we talk for a few weeks and then go months without a single word to each other, if you read this..give me a call or send me a text.. i miss you.
Love ya Ana
x

That's another 5 done.. pheww 20 to go! :) haha

The Letters Challenge 1-5

Morningg :)
i saw this brand new tag which i hadn't seen before on, i saw it on Xana's blog..find her here if you haven't already checked her out.. Xana. This tag should keep me blogging until i go on holiday in about 11 -10 days. I Will also blog about what ever i may buy last minute for my holiday but this keep me entertained on those summer days where i have no inspiration to blog! LOL :) so here it is, it's pretty straight forward and easy to understand. Just write some letters!.. I guess i'll start now..

1. Letter to your best friend
2. Letter to your crush
3. Letter to your parents
4. Letter to your sibling (or closest relative)
5. Letter to your dreams
6. Letter to a stranger
7. Letter to your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
8. Letter to your favorite Internet friend
9. Letter to someone you wish you could meet
10. Letter to someone you don’t talk as much as you’d like to
11. Letter to a deceased person you wish you could talk to
12. Letter to the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
13. Letter to someone you wish could forgive you
14. Letter to someone you’ve drifted away from
15. Letter to the person you miss the most
16. Letter to someone that’s not in your city or country
17. Letter to someone from your childhood
18. Letter to the person you wish you could be
19. Letter to someone that pester your mind (good or bad)
20. Letter to the one that broke your heart the hardest
21. Letter to someone you judged by the first impression
22. Letter to someone you want to give a second chance to
23. Letter to the last person you kissed
24. Letter to the person that gave your favorite memory
25. Letter to the person you know that is going through the worst of times
26. Letter to the last person you made a pinky promise to
27. Letter to the friendliest person you knew for only one day
28. Letter to someone that changed your life
29. Letter to the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
30. Letter to your reflection in the mirror

1- Letter to your best friend
Dear Lili,
I miss you like mad, i think we need to just lounge about in your kitchen and have a good catch up, maybe if it gets too late we'll make the huge ass bed again and I'll stay over or something. I think dancing in your kitchen has been one of the best Sunday afternoons ever spent. Lol, Lili i miss you and cant wait to have more fun with you and catch up when i get back from my holiday, thank you for always being there and helping me whenever i needed someone, you understand me and know what I'm going through so thank you. I love you to the moon and back!! :)
Love Ana
x

2-Letter to your crush
Dear Enrique,
I wish i knew about me, i think you are the sexist man ever put on this planet. I just want you to know, that i think your amazing, talented, beautiful..and i wish you knew who i was.
Love the stranger.
x

Dear Danny, (boyfriend)
You scare me, i don't know if that's a good thing or bad, you mean a lot to me..but sometimes its hard to show it. Last night i was hurt and it didn't bother you one bit about what you did. Your kisses and cuddles don't make every situation go away. I love you but just wish i understood you better!
Love always your babygirl
x

3-Letter to your parents
Dear Mum,
I don't forgive you, but i still love you and i hate myself for it
Ana
x

Dear Dad,
Thank you for picking up the pieces that were left broken, but please get it together and stick around. Thank you for your hard work daddy means a lot.
Love Youu
Ana
x

4-Letter to your sibling
Dear Sylvia,
I wish you could see yourself sometimes, if you lose the attitude you've got, you could be a beautiful little girl..i love you really i do, you and mon are probably the most important things in my life..thank you for always being there for me.
ILoveYou
x

Dear Monica,
Thank you for trying and helping as you do, i realise you are young and i realise a lot has happened to you in a short space of time, but thank you for being so good and trying. you mean everything to me.
ILoveYou
x

5-Letter to your dreams
Dear Dreams,
I wish i remembered ALL of you every morning instead of some and only bits.. when you come and visit me, try and make it last or at least more memorable for me.. LOL ;)
x

Right I've done 5 letters and i will continue throughout the next few days.
I tag anyone who is Reading this and wants to have a go.