Tokio Love ♥

I have discovered my love for Tokio Hotel again, it has actually been SO long since i sat down and listened to their music for about an hour or 2 and i did this some time last week and fell in love all over again. ♥

Gustav, Tom, Bill and Georg..i have missed you boys! :))
my favourite band member still remains the gorgeous Tom Kaulitz

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Ahh, my favourite song of theirs at the moment, is "World behind my Wall" :)
x.

Magazine Article

I usually buy my dosage of weekly magazines, and as usual i went into my nearby corner shop and brought the magazine "Company". I enjoy this magazine, as it has fashion, make up, celebrity gossip, real life stories plus some articles that make me giggle. In this month's "Company" theres an article i think i just have to share with the blogger world. Hope u enjoy it too. It made me giggle and smile :)

"HELP MY GIRLFRIEND COULD BE PREGNANT.."
I've always done this thing with girlfriends, i imagine them pregnant. It normal freaks me right out because, while i love babies, it's children i don't like. Babies can't stick a jam sandwich into the DVD player or dial outer Mongolia on your mobile. They just sit there and gargle and giggle, and that i can deal with. I love holding other people's babies, though i look at every single one of them and wonder how many months before they'll be single handedly destroying a supermarket or screaming down a restaurant. On the bus, i can drown out most tantrums by turning up Kasabian on my ipod - well until last month, when a problem arose that i couldn't sort with music. I think i might be pregnant said my lovely girlfriend, Claire, Completely out of the blue. it's the one sentence that creates blind panic in men. inside our brains, sirens wail and red lights flash, and instead of saying, "Congratulations, Darling," or "Fantastic news!" we tend to say things like, "My life is over!" or, even worse, "We'll have to get rid of it!". But it's honestly not because we're being insensitive. It's because, unless your fella is 40, or already a parent, he's probably still living like he's 16 years old. And an unexpected pregnancy Can decimate our dreams and burst the bubble that is our Peter Pan like existence. I was on the bus when Claire rang me with the news. I was playing Sonic Hedgehog on my iPhone and i had the sound up at maximum because someones little darling was bashing out the theme to Postman Pat on the bus's bell. My life suddenly flashed before my eyes. I imagined a man from eBay coming round to get my Xbox, and me tearfully buying nappies with the cash. Instead of using my season ticket at Tottenham, I'd be taking the sprog to one of those ball Park places (which I'd secretly want to play in myself) and be spending my evenings up to my neck in vomit instead of lager. Plus my massive telly would only show weird purple characters speaking endless gibberish instead of The Wire. I think i said something like "But.. it's just not possible." But it was possible, Claire has been known to take a Tic Tac instead of her pill in the dark before, While her periods are so unreliable that you don't need a calender to check them off, but a bingo card. Add in the fact that we're at it most evenings (and some mornings), and you could actually confuse us with a couple actually trying for a kiddywink. Claire hung up on me and i stared out the window and prayed for god to get me out of this mess. It happened to a bloke at school called Peter when we were really 16. He shagged a classmate on the penalty spot on the football Field and, nine months later the girl went to hospital with cramps and came back with a baby. The school gave every boy in our year a bag of flour to look after for a week, as a lesson in how shit it would be to have a baby. Mine split and exploded into white dust after i used it as a goalpost on day one. Peter had wanted to travel the world, fly planes and go on adventures, but instead, he was lumbered with a living breathing bag of flour for life. It was when i thought of Peter and those bags of flour that i came to my senses. I'm 27 and I've been around the world, flown a plane and had my adventures. I'm not saying that my life is over, but perhaps I'm ready for a different adventure - one i can share with Claire. I think i grew up a decade in that moment, and the Xbox, football and my selfish life suddenly became irrelevant. So, when the pregnancy test came back negative, our baby instantly exploded into white dust and i found myself morbidly sad. That night i looked at Claire and imagined a big bump on her. And i caught myself smiling..

Haha, this article actually made me giggle and i loved it! :)
Writer : Jeff Maysh

Goodnight World, It's been Emotional.

Tonight has been a mixed night when it comes to emotions, i told Danny something, which doesn't mean anything to me, and doesn't mean anything in my head, of course it's something that can be taken the wrong way. I'm now left feeling, "maybe somethings are better off left unsaid". I hope he knows the truth. He said "we're all the same", i don't blame him for saying it, because that's what it must have seemed like, but i hope he knows, I'm not the same nor would i ever even think of doing anything of the same nature. It's just not me, because I've had it done to me, and i know what it feels like to be the fool.. so it's not something i would ever think of doing. I've explained it to him, i hope he understands, i hope he still trusts me. He wants to forget it, i want to as well, i just hope it doesn't stay there in the back of his mind..andd i don't want things to change. :''''(
I have work early tomorrow, so I'm going to bed now, a little sad about how this evening panned out. I'll blog tomorrow..!
Goodnight world.
x.

Precious

Hello wonderful blog, i have some things i need to blog about, which in all honestly its been in my head for over a week and i should have already blogged about it. I also have a magazine feature i am gonna blog, i read it and just thought it was brilliantly written. :)) Today i have cleaned the house, and changed the beds, i have tidied clothes and hanged the new load up, (well dad helped with that) and he also painted the sitting room ceiling FINALLY! Last night i watched the film "Precious", i have to admit i didn't want to see this film and it was only because Danny convinced me too and there was no other options, He refused to let me sit happily and watch "Just Married" :(
a few tearful moments I have to say though, i was quite impressed with the film, having no idea what the film was about or based on, i didn't know what to expect, but what i did see was some amazing performances, especially from the lovely Mo'Nique. I recommend that everyone should watch this film, there'sI'm not gonna lie, i too cried towards the end, and also this film stars a Miss Mariah Carey, i have to say her performance was actually believable as a social worker and she too impressed me. Altogether, this film is a must see, and i must thank Danny for switching channels an putting it on. ♥ x.

Give & Take

Evening all, i still have not edited all photos from the party and park, i will do soon though! Sorry. Work today was a little better then yesterday, at least i didnt get yelled at the second i walked into the room for the room looking a mess, "urm HELLO i just arrived, thanks for the heads up!" Also today thought about buying from Ebay a 2005 DVD of "Cirque De Soleil - Alegria" which was about £9 but Danny came over and helped me download it, so i got it for free and i got it today! I already watched it with the family, and we all loved it, just as i thought, including dad, Danny however became tired half way through and went home, that boy comes over, watches some football and then falls asleep on my sofa! :| haha xD


I recommend everyone to watch it.
Andd to view the trailer for it, go here:

CLICK - CLICK FOR TRAILER
It's an amazing show.

P.S - You wont change for nobody, i know this already, you have explained this to me on several occasions, but i feel like its all give, give, give with you. At some point you have to realise that there is Give and Take, if you don't realise this, how is it supposed to work? You tell me not to moan, well then i suggest that you take a step back and think about what i have said and see if i am right, i think you'll find I'm not moaning, but simply stating the facts. Things have changed, and sometimes it feels like bad change.